and the best part is i hate myself for being like that, and i don't know why im comfortable in my current comfort zone that is gonna crumble and break to pieces soon.
darwin
奇跡見えない。
Monday, December 14, 2009
its been a while since i wrote anything on my blog! wees.
im flying off tmr to indonesia, i dont know why but i get this bad feeling somehow i wont get to enjoy my trip there. i dont know why but theres just this feeling. oh well!
actually, i really have a lot things i want to write on my blog but i cant remember what i wanna write.
well, anyways i think its important to have goals in your life, but often i wonder what if you can never reach your goals?
************************ i was watching some dramas/variety shows etc, like what my friend said, taiwanese are perhaps one of the best in making idol related drama series and i agree. well i think watching dramas gives people hope in love, but at the same time misleading them. like me, i always wanted a story and ending like those dramas, but you know i think in reality its kinda difficult and i dont think it will even happen to me even if it happens. okay what am i talking.
i watched rolling love that starred genie chuo, danson tang and jiro wang. i recommend people to watch it if they want to be like dreamy, you know dream of things that wont happen to you. YOU being handsome and marrying a PRETTY girl. HAHAHA.
1. im handsome but im fat which is why in overall, im not handsome. 2. i am really really picky about girls. but again, i cant pick anyone cause i got nothing much to offer to them. 3. unless they are interested in my character, which is prolly unlikely! HAHAHA
so 1 2 3 is invalid unless im slim. but im going back to indo tomorrow, means ill probably gain a kilogram or even more. oh well.
i think the things i just talked about above is so me, procastinating and grumbling abotu how life isnt fair to me. honestly, i still think it isnt fair. well it isnt. but i hope it is. err what im talking about.
well, i hope this trip back to indo will allow me to meet my girl of my dreams. HAHAHA. i cant believe i talk about all this love shit even though i told myself not to get involved in this kinda stuff again for this period of my life.
i seen more than 5 shooting stars in my life, but i havent witness a miracle in my life yet. or maybe i did witnessed it but i took it for granted. well grumble grumble darwin, one day will you will grow old and see what happens to your rotten mouth!